dunno wat 2 say

January 24th, 2006 by b-ian-da

A week has passed…

A week at a new place…

At first I thought it was gonna be hard for me to adapt in the new ‘neighbourhood’… but then again, I just worry to much…

I’m still expecting so much things that life has to offer for me…

Photo…

January 24th, 2006 by b-ian-da

A photo can say a thousand things
But it can’t say the million things I wanna say
A photo can capture the way we were
But it can’t capture the way we are
‘Cause you’re far away
What it’s like to know you
What it’s like to touch you

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can’t tell me you don’t need me
and I know that hurts
‘Cause I’m looking at your picture
‘Cause it’s all I’ve got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

Timing lost minutes and moments
And I might be lonely [boy]
But I’m not afraid
In a second
It all comes right back to me
Nothing’s forgotten now
Yeah everything’s saved
What it’s like to touch you
What it’s like to know you

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can’t tell me you don’t need me
and I know that hurts
‘Cause I’m looking at your picture
‘Cause it’s all I’ve got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

You were my life
you were my faith
You gave me hope every day

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can’t tell me you don’t need me
and I know that hurts
‘Cause I’m looking at your picture
‘Cause it’s all I’ve got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot
Ryan Cabrera - Photo

quote from 5 cm

November 27th, 2005 by b-ian-da

borrowed this book from my friend… anyway as i read this book, i found some interesting quotes that i would like to share…

"Akan selalu ada suatu keadaan, kenangan, dan orang-orang tertentu yang pernah singgah dalam hati kita dan meninggalkan jejak langkah di hati kita dan kita pun tidak akan pernah sama lagi seperti kita sebelumnya" ~i alwayz thank God for every single person that made me the way i am right now… i know that it’s HIS way to teach me through these people…

"…nantinya dalam kehidupannya setiap manusia akan terjebak dalam sebuah gua gelap yang berisi keteraturan kemapanan, dan mereka senang berada di dalamnya. Karena mereka terbuai dengan segala kesenangan di sana dengan apa yang telah mereka capai, hingga akhirnya mereka takut keluar dari gua tersebut. Mereka memang bahagia, tetapi diri mereka kosong dan mereka nggak pernah menemukan siapa diri mereka sebenarnya… mereka nggak punya mimpi" ~kayaknya sekarang gw lagi berada di gua itu… but i don’t intend to let go of my dreams yet…

"Jangan terus-terusan ngelakuin sesuatu yang salah karena kita nggak akan bisa bahagia. Diri kita sendiri secara alami akan menolak kebahagiaan itu karena hati nurani kita akan selalu tau kalo kita salah" ~gimana kalo orangnya udah mati rasa??

"Love is like a sand in the hand… the more you keep it, the more you loose it" ~so, it would be better just letting go?

"Woman was created from the ribs of a man, not from his head to be above him, not from his feet to be walk upon him, but from his side to be equal, near to his arm to be protected, and close to his heart to be loved" ~hmmm…???

"Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati, slamanya rasa ini… bila nanti kita tua dan hidup masing-masing, ingatlah hari ini… (Ingatlah hari ini, Project P)" ~pas baca ini sih gw langsung inget skripsinya ba’im yang ditujukan untuk six-ers… luv u gals…

"But you’re a driver not a passenger in life, and if you’re ready, you won’t have to try cause you are the universe, and there ain’t nothing you can’t do, if you conceive it, you can achieve it, that’s why i believe in you…" ~ini lagunya siapa gitu.. lupa… what i really like was "there ain’t nothing you can’t do, if you conceive it, you can achieve it", that’s why i believe in myself…

I will never be with you

November 2nd, 2005 by b-ian-da
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
F**king high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

You’re Beatiful - James Blunt

no more protest

October 30th, 2005 by b-ian-da

ya, kalo begitu mulai sekarang gw ga protes lagi deh… tapi ingat no protest bukan berarti setuju..!! yang jelas "I DO NOT!!!"

i will try to stay calm and cool… anyway, tinggal 2 hari lagi kan kerja sebelum liburan… semoga sesudah liburan all of you will come to your senses!!

ya ampyunnn…

October 15th, 2005 by b-ian-da

wuah beneran neh…apa perlu gw sebutin satu2 neh namanya di blog gw…

stop it u girlz… and guyz… pokoknya semua yg membuat diriku pusinx seminggu belakangan ini… awas ya kalo minggu depan masih ngungkit2 lagi…!!!

tapi gpp lah at least 2 orang udah kukerjain balik…hihihi.. sorry ya T** and Y***, but the truth is kayaknya kalian emang cocok koq… hahahaha…

buat temen2 gw yg pada nginep di t4 anin malem ini… hixxx… wish i were there… pengen!!! gw tunggu crita lengkapnya oiii…

dah ah, ngantukkkzzzzz…

just thinking…

October 8th, 2005 by b-ian-da

100_2540bjust thinking…

thinking about this past week, how my friends at work are driving me crazy…

thinking about next week, how hectic it’s going to be with all the exam…

thinking about my college friends, how life has drifted apart between us, how we’ve change so much, how come it never occured to me back then that she/he would turn up to be like that…

thinking about yogya, how i miss that city so much… with all of the memories i’ve had 5 years living there…

thinking about my mom, having her birthday next monday and that i haven’t bought her a birthday present…

thinking about how life would be if i had took a different road…

what’s it ahead of me? i could only imagine…

puncak…

October 4th, 2005 by b-ian-da

kemaren weekend abis dari puncak… ternyata gw emang lagi butuh liburan yang menyenangkan, jauh dari rutinitas sehari-hari dan macetnya jakarta…

whhaaaa… rasanya menyenangkan sekali, sekarang udah mulai masuk kantor lagi.. terjebak in my daily activities… hixxxx…….

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October 4th, 2005 by b-ian-da

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

hellooo…

October 4th, 2005 by b-ian-da

my first time using blog… i’ve just created it actually… dunno what to do with it…

feel free if u wanna check it out… cya…